No no, I didn’t need to eat on that one side of my mouth. Continue to throb teeth.
I just realized I’ve never posted any pictures of Piper and her Father, Dillan. It isn’t intentional, I just don’t have a lot of pictures of them together because he very rarely cared enough to play with her. He cares now, because we don’t live there anymore.
The short of it is:
- He called CAS on me
- I now live with my Mom (again) and am trying to get guardianship over my Daughter back
- He gets visits three days a week
- No one is questioning his parenting, just mine
He smoked pot in the house. He used to smoke it next to her when she was a newborn. He never, not once, got up with her in the night. Never fed her. Rarely changed her. He only played with her when I asked. I was stressed to the limit and begging for help and he wouldn’t give me it. I felt ashamed over how stressed I was. And I started talking it out on Piper.
In a way, he did a good thing by calling CAS. I have broken up with him. He was sucking the life force out of me. I have Jake now, and I have Piper. And that’s all I need. I’m focused on getting my daughter back under my care and moving the hell out again.